Once and a
while, I wake up to a revelation. It has
been a life long struggle of mine to accept, mentally and emotionally, a life
view or understanding that fits our varied circumstances as humans. All the normal life
pursuits have eventually taken a back seat to this quest, which has not been really
voluntary on my part. I have repeatedly tried
to stuff the quest beneath the surface things of life, which only brought temporary
relief but like a yo-yo, the quest again surfaces. This is such a day.
